I am Home

Today everything when on as usual... breakfast, work, Lunch then home....

The only thing that's made these things special is tonight i have gathering and banan night( what the fuck is it??!) ... lolz...

Well, Wendy aka Wan Hui requested me to bring some banana leaves... but the problem is where to get it... after a hard day of thinking.... i decided to go back to my old house and get it...

At roughly 3pm... I took my annoying bro...ADVANTE ANG TEE CJUN along wit me...the intention that i brought him along is to help me carry stuff..hahahaha...sad to say.. but yeah~ he followed...

I reach there I can feel like as if everything coming back to me... the old time i spend there... the longkang that i use to catch fish.... well.. Catfish ... I took m time walking around the area of my house... in side had a mix feeling... the abandon house where i use to stay in.. the grassy field is now overgrown with lalang... the lake where is use to fish and boast about my catch is already over grown by weeds... Everything looks so ~ Sighz...

I went to Lao Chai(老蔡- incase u din't know what the hell is it) land to take some banana leaves... erm... in the i end up choping down the whole tree... stupid ant bit me... now still felt a lil numb...but nevermind.. All together i chop down a total of 4 trees..hahaha.... stupid trees...

After everything is in place... we stuff the leaves into the car...our car is so "OVER-GROWN" withs leave... all the car pass by will take a good look at us.... thinking that what are these people doing...

REached home

At the evening I din't attend church.. I went to my High School gathering... I never paid much attention what my ex class mates says... I cannot stop thinking bout what I did and what I felt... No matter what... One day... I will go back to where I started... TO start the circle again... I miss U..

A Little Bit of Faith, A Little Bit of Motivation

Well when I was figuring what kinda title should I use on my blog, this poem came to my mind. I've been into numerous shit holes these few days. Things didn't go as they should be. I was disappointed. Down. I desperately need guidance.

Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim
Because it was grassy and wanted wear,
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I marked the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I,
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

I sincerely hope that everything is as it should be. All set. Just waiting for me to lay a step on it. But everyone knows the fact that, it's our decision to make.

Pioneer

First time in my life, I now own a blog. Never had words in mind to describe what and how I feel. I'm never good in describing and elaborating.